Last weekend (Saturday - Sunday) I was holding Alex (probably feeding him) and realized that I really didn't feel what I would consider love. I really felt like I was just babysitting. Don't get me wrong, I was very excited to be with him, but I don't think it was love.
In fact, I told Jay on Sunday that I was pretty sure I wasn't going to have a problem giving him back to the foster mom. I really thought everything would be just fine.
But, Monday, for some reason, was a different story. All of the sudden I started feeling what I can only guess is that parent feeling. I then realized that I was falling in love with this little guy. I also realized that I wasn't going to be able to give him back to the foster mom!
This picture is pretty funny.
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