I prayed for this child and the Lord has granted me what I asked of Him. I Samuel 1:27

Sunday, September 07, 2008

I Know....I'm a Bad Blogger

I'm sorry.....I've been such a bad blogger recently...I'm not even sure anyone is reading anymore!!

I think giving Baby Alex back had a bigger effect (again, is it effect or affect, I never get it right) on me then I was willing to admit.

I have been going about my daily life just fine, but every time I would go to blogger to start blogging, I would just turn the computer off.

I've been reading everyone else's blogs - but not even commenting all that much.

I haven't even taken very many pictures of Big Alex in this past month.

So, if any of you are still out there, I hope to be back to my regular blogging soon.

22 comments:

melissa said...

I am laughing because of your effect/affect comment - I ALWAYS have trouble with that as well! Maybe someone out there can help us!! I can't even imagine how you feel about giving Baby Alex back - how very emotional you must still feel. I truly admire what you have done for this little guy.

Bekah said...

still here! still reading! still praying!

Mandy said...

The whole effect/affect always screws me up too! I am still here reading! I can't imagine how you must feel. Really, you are a hero and an amazing person. Looking forward to your return! :-)

Tricia said...

ya know I am still here! :)

You have endured some serious emotional stuff, girl.

We are all here to support ya - take your time

Anonymous said...

Don't give up...I still read your blog! Hope you are doing well.

Kirsten

Lori and Robby said...

I know I gave you a hard time about not blogging. :) Just take your time and we'll all be here when you're ready.

Leslie said...

HEY im glad your back..I want to see some pics of Big Alex!!!!!

Alleen said...

Still here and will be when you are ready to come back....

oh, and it's effect in that case ;-)

nikki said...

Still here too!!!
Give yourself all the time you need.
You are coming off a very emotional time!!
{{Hugs}}

Kelly said...

Still reading and will be here when you feel up to blogging again. I hope all is well.

Here's the rule about Affect/Effect .. affect with an a is a verb and effect with an e is a noun and I found this on http://grammar.quickanddirtytips.com/affect-versus-effect.aspx
-don't think I am a super nerd! So not the case!

Kris and Mindy said...

Awww...I bet it is hard. It has to be! We are all still here and while I can be terrible at getting behind and commenting...I think of you often. I have told so many people about the amazing thing that you guys did. I would LOVE to do it. We live in Ohio. If things were not as hectic for us I would in a heartbeat.
Many Hugs

cesbloom said...

Coming out of semi-lurkdom to say we are still here and will be ready to read when you are ready to blog - but all understand what an emotionally difficult time you are going through.

Also, I keep a note in my desk drawer for when I am drafting documents (as an attorney I am supposed to use correct words from time to time) - it says "Affect (verb) to influence, touch or impress. Effect (noun) the result or something that creates a particular impression. And I still think I get it wrong half the time but maybe ti will help you. Sheri (aka CEB)

JuJu - said...

I have had you so heavy on my heart and I have been praying for you Kim. You can call me aytime if you need to talk - cry - vent - anything -
I love you and can only imagine the range of emotions and the things you have been working through.

The Crew loves you and we are here sending prayers, love and hugs your way -

The joy of the Lord is your strength:)

Michelle Smiles said...

Must be hard to adjust without little A.

I'm a bad blogger and commenter too these days - we all have those phases!

~*~Megan~*~ said...

I am so still here reading and praying!!

Suzanne and Jayme said...

I love reading your blog. You are a great writer and an amazing person. I can't begin to imagine how difficult it was for you to give Alex back. Just know that someday you will be rewarded.

Stay strong.

My thoughts and prayers are with you

Bobbi said...

Still here....

Carrie said...

I miss you. I still read and check on you. I understand. It has to have an impact and you need to take time to grieve the loss. If you were not feeling like this, you wouldn't be human.

You are such a strong and amazing person.

Sending you a BIG hug!

Sig said...

Still here.
Huge hugs!

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