Well - I knew it was going to happen eventually.
Right now I'm sitting in a hotel room away from home. This is the first night that I've been away from Alex.
I never thought this would be so hard!!! I cried this morning as I said good bye to him, but I've been doing pretty good tonight.
I miss his little smile through his paci - I miss his dancing - I miss his signing - I miss those sweet kisses and hugs he gives me - I don't miss getting hit across the face. ;)
The good news is that I'm back home tomorrow afternoon, so it's only for one night. And, since he likes his daddy better than me, he probably had more fun tonight than if I would have been there.
(I did throw one of the pictures I had on my desk in my bag - so I'm looking at him right now)