I prayed for this child and the Lord has granted me what I asked of Him. I Samuel 1:27

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

A Hard Night

Well - I knew it was going to happen eventually.

Right now I'm sitting in a hotel room away from home. This is the first night that I've been away from Alex.

I never thought this would be so hard!!! I cried this morning as I said good bye to him, but I've been doing pretty good tonight.

I miss his little smile through his paci - I miss his dancing - I miss his signing - I miss those sweet kisses and hugs he gives me - I don't miss getting hit across the face. ;)

The good news is that I'm back home tomorrow afternoon, so it's only for one night. And, since he likes his daddy better than me, he probably had more fun tonight than if I would have been there.

(I did throw one of the pictures I had on my desk in my bag - so I'm looking at him right now)

8 comments:

Soltana said...

Poor momma :(

I hope the picture helps ...

Alleen said...

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....

Is it wrong that I'm looking forward to my girl's weekend in Chicago at the end of the month? I'll be gone 2 nights, but won't see her for 3 full days since I leave so early and get home so late. I just soooooo need a break for a couple of days. I hope I miss her though.

Ginger--Maya's mommy said...

You poor little thing!!!

Andrea said...

I worked on Monday, and it was HARD. Although I did enjoy just grabbing my purse and not the purse, baby bag, stroller, pillow, and bear :) I hope you made it through the night okay!!

Carrie said...

I don't know how you are doing it. I would go crazy. I miss her when I go out for an hour and don't stop thinking about her and worrying about her. I couldn't do it. You will get through it though. He is in good hands and you will appreciate him so much when you get back--the kisses, the hugs, the smiles, and the dancing. You are a strong mom!

Farrah said...

Kim it will be hard, But I tell you what, Madisyn has been home for almost 8 months...And as much as I LOVE HER dearly. I would love to have a free day. She has NEVER been away from me at all.

Alleen if I was you I would be bouncing off the walls excited, I would miss Madisyn but it would be okay because I know I was going home to her.
And Kim another baby who likes Daddy better GO FIGURE

Lori & Robby said...

Sorry you had to leave your little man. I know he was excited to see you when you returned today though!

Lou said...

POOR MOMMY!!!!! Andrew was gone this week, and he missed AP like crazy. I'm ready for you to get home and give us some new pics of Alex!!!!